The Truth We All Ought To Know

I was born and raised a Muslim, but during our time at college, I participated in your Christian programs and learned about Christ Jesus. I came to understand Him as a powerful prophet of God, and I have been trying to worship Him ever since. But now that I am married to the son of a chief imam, I have been taught how to read the Quran, and my understanding is that Jesus Christ is just one of the prophets of God. I believe that you have been lying to me about His personality, deity, and sonship. The Trinity and the death and resurrection of Christ, which your Christian faith rests upon, have been proved to be a farce in the Quran.
However, when I read the small Bible you gave me in school, I became confused. I still keep the Bible secretly, as you know. Do you have a copy of the Quran? Can you lay your hands on one now? I want you to read it so that you can give me your balanced opinion. I admire your intelligence and understanding, and I do not want to go to hell. But at this crossroads that I have reached, what should I do? Your reply is eagerly awaited.