My Life in Secret

My Life in Secret is a memoir of an adult child of an alcoholic parent and how she finds her light; realizing it was always within her.
Whom It May Concern:
It's not easy being me.
My heart has been broken.
I'm living in hell.
No one loves me.
No one cares.
I fear. I fear. I fear.
What's with all the stares?
To Whom It May Concern:
Having no friends is no easy matter.
For the sake of my well-being, please, please, please be kind.
Yes, I'm going to try.
It seems I've been frozen in time.
I get queasy wishing it were all so easy.
To Whom It May Concern:
My soul has scars.
People are cruel.
I don't know what to do.
I'm all alone, often put in a corner for all to see.
I cry and cry and cry and cry, even though I don't know why.
If God is real, why can't I heal?