Holding Beast

Only so much pain the mind can take before it succumbs to the beast within. Beast I watch her lose herself. Saw the pain she endured. No matter the help I wanted to give her, nothing will do. She's lost to me. There's no way she can take anymore. Nor does she need a man like me. A man who has his own demons to hold on to.
With her at the clubhouse, I need to get away, but when death comes to our door, my demons demand out. Secrets I've held onto are revealed and there's only one who keeps me sane. Her. Will she be able to handle it all? Or am I left to my own demise?
My brothers can't help. Not this time. I'm called Beast for a reason and now they all know why.