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His eyes locked on the body bags then shifted to the letters found at the accident. What a story they would tell. The effect on Detective Dutch Vandenberg would be life changing. After reading them, Dutch knew he had to find KC Harmon. Why had she not written when he went to Vietnam? What he learned from KC's mother would shook his soul. KC was alone with her young child, abandoned by her meth addicted boyfriend, an old friend named Jack Dolan. Dutch held a small box of letters that Emma Harmon gave him. Letters Dutch had written but that KC had never wanted to read. So afraid he would be killed in Vietnam, KC couldn't bring herself to read them. He found her living in Avila Beach, a small coastal town south of San Luis Obispo, Calif. He found something else. KC showed him letters she had written him but never sent. Her girlfriend's boyfriend had been killed in Vietnam. KC couldn't bear losing Dutch too. Soon their lives began as one and just as soon, tragedy struck. Dutch was assigned to a Task Force aimed at bringing down the "Vato Locos", a Mexican Street gang whose meth operations was flooding the streets and the State Prison System. The operation went as expected but what was unexpected was the late night attack by gang members that nearly killed KC. Dutch loved being a cop but he could no longer keep her safe, teaching would be safer. For twenty years, theirs had been a near idyllic life with a love strengthened by reading those letters never read and never sent. Suddenly the memory of that late night ambush twenty years earlier resurfaced. An aneurism, the result of brain trauma from the assassin's bullet, put KC's life at risk. As always though, the letters strengthened their love that is until a slight trip on an early morning walk. While in his arms, the small clip used to hold the aneurism slipped and suddenly she was gone.News of the shooting death of his old partner brought Dutch to Idaho. What did CJ discover that someone would want him dead? With his son-in-law, FBI Special Agent Joe Eagan, Dutch came face to face with the brutality of the Aryan Nation. The racial killings, fire bombings and brutal assaults sickened Dutch. But meeting the victims changed Dutch's life forever. Kay Morehead lost her husband and son, one because of his activism and the other because of his orientation. He met Kay's niece, Sandy Slaughter and her boyfriend Kemo Malafulu. He lay in a hospital bed beaten nearly to death. Kay was drawn to this stranger. He made her laugh, he made her feel safe. She longed to be loved again. Dutch sensed her pain. He wanted to protect her just like he did KC. It pained him. Dutch with his son Danny, an attorney, and his son-inn-law, would learned how far the tentacles of the Aryan Nation reached into law enforcement and politics in Idaho. The deeper they dug, the more dangerous it got, a thought not lost on Dutch. Protected by a corrupt sheriff and his followers, the Senator had to find a way to protect his dream, a dream of a White America. The arson's fire bomb ignited the evening sky as Dutch and Danny arrived at Kay's house. As he screamed and fell to his knees, his only thought was he had lost her; just as he lost KC. Would God do that to him twice? The wire taps that Judge Steinberg approved gave them all they needed. Could they take them down? Could Dutch see that Kay was not the next love of his life but his last love?

African Americans, Blacks, have long been associated with religious faith.Since the dawn of our time in America from 1619 to the present day. Do we see this.The Black Church has long been, and is still, seen as a bastian of hope in the Black Community.And for good reason: many of our Civil Rights champions came from the church.This fact, while brilliant and admirable,does not dismiss the evils associated with the church.Some of these evils include Jonestown, Waco, and 911. The appalling actions done "in the name of god" are highly capable of ruining lives on an epidemic scale.Not only can lives be lost but,lifestyles can be ruined as well. Entire fortunes have been squandered as well as childhood innosence all in the name of god.What is being done about this? Much of the ill-begotten deeds of religions squalid past are conveniently swept under the rug.From the pope to the small time country preacher, are the dirty deals kept hidden from the masses.Members are encouraged to "play along" and do everything the spiritual leader tells them to do.Members that seek answers are shunned by the spiritual leader and his/her brainwashed flock(maintaining that the will of god demands absolute trust and faith).This naturally sets the stage for confusion and betrayal.The pastor/preist is given a free pass to commit all kinds of bad things while the congregation looks on in confusion.And this same pastor/preist grants "special favors" to those who played along in a fitting and proper way in his eyes.All of this is done to achieve salvation and go to heaven when one dies.The time for change has come."The Black Atheist in America" by Jason Winn represents that change.Jason Winn, a former Christian himself, has seen the limited horizons and dirty deals done inside of the church.He struggled with faith for 34 years until he said,"enough is enough!" The Black Church is seen as a haven of hope to most in the Black Community but, this is only a half thuth.The other half of truth regarding the Black Church is lack luster at best.The Black Community is still #1 in crime, AIDS, and low education but, the Black Church is still going strong.This is due to the Black Church not taking a stand against the negative elements within its community.The time ,energy, and money used to build and support the church could be redirected to assist in supporting the community.Both the church and community are made up of people.And these people are needed to get things done."The Black Atheist in America" exposes this very basic truth along with many others.The reader will see the violent history of religion from The Crusades to the present day ethnic cleansings taking place in Africa.The reader will see the glaring hypocrisy running rampant in the church: faith healers and mega churches. The reader will also see how the church uses children(the most innocent among us)to fuel its turbo charged-high energy message to swell its membership.And finally,the reader shall see how a reason filled mind will triumph over a faith filled mind.A reason driven mind will be progressive in its function (forward moving). A religious driven mind will be retrogressive in its function(backwards moving). Jason Winn provides a simple example of this dynamic by explaining the passing of time.He states that, "Time is progessive and moves forward." He further states that this progression can be seen in technology throughout the ages: Stone to Bronze and Industry to Information.

ON THE ROAD, ON THE RUN......with a motley crew of derelicts, misfits, fruit tramps and various sundry characters from the rootless, mobile underside of America. Leonard Hyrne, AKA Stevie Sikes, dreams of becoming independent without the waste of a college degree-without the lifelong prospect of monotony and stifling regularity. He finds a job with a landscaping company, but when he accidentally buries his boss alive, Leonard is in a world of trouble and needs to get out of Dodge-fast. A wizard-like old man steers him into a family of modern-day Johnny Appleseeds who teach him the skills-and the larceny-of their trade. Leonard has shed his old life and can't share the secrets of his past, but with these footloose folks, it just doesn't matter.Irreverent, intelligent, and funny, this book brings a slew of characters to life, telling the stories of folks who operate behind the scenes and are so often overlooked. The Shademakers is a rollicking good time, and you'll be rooting for Leonard Hyrne and his eccentric cast mates the whole way.

FUNdaMENTAL CreativityThere is no greater way to promote productivity in the workplace than by supporting the well-being of the company's employees. The staff should be first priority, because they are the greatest asset of the business. Without passionate engaged employees, neither product marketing, sales, or shipping would be possible, nor could any services be properly rendered. FUNdaMENTAL Creativity is a well-organized accumulation of positive entertaining stimuli that can be offered to employees, coworkers, students, or children to get the creative juices flowing throughout your company, department, classroom, or family. This will then spill forth in waves of enthusiastic motivation to achieve the best job possible, which will result in a unified camaraderie along with the enrichment of achieving one's personal best. Managers and supervisors will know they are on the right track when their employees prefer to be at work rather than at home, simply because of the fun atmosphere and great sense of accomplishment they obtain while on the job.DescriptionAmidst the toil and hardships dished out by life, it is a fact that the psychological and emotional needs of ordinary people should be taken into account and adjusted to the workload at hand. By keeping the mind active and alert with challenges that include an element of fun, even the most arduous, boring job can be enjoyed until the task is complete. This is because man is naturally a creative being. Creativity, like spirituality, requires a combination of mind, heart, and soul. They go hand and hand, and should be experienced daily. Those who participate in this exercise regularly will partake in the joy of life whether at work or play.Playful creativity makes work fun and leisure time more significant. By applying the riddles, puzzles, and challenges in FUNdaMENTAL Creativity, the employees in your office, students in your classroom, or children in your family will have their curiosity aroused and mental energy revitalized so they can activate their peak performance while learning something new every day.About the AuthorDr. Juna Jinsei received her Ph.D. in Pastoral Counseling Psychology. She is the founder and president of World Wholeness, Inc., which she owns and operates in St. Petersburg, Florida. At the commencement of her career, Juna became part owner of an advertising agency in Caracas, Venezuela, promoting some of the largest national companies from Gerber Baby Food to Lagoven Petroleum. A decade later, she moved to Japan and taught at a variety of business schools until returning to the United States, where she opened a marketing design business. After accepting a position at an international stone startup company, Juna was quickly promoted to Vice President while helping them more than double in size every year until they became a multimillion-dollar business. A Word from the Author"I came to the conclusion many years ago that making people happy, no matter how it is done, is never frivolous or in vain, and should be carried out with great enthusiasm whenever possible. I know I would never have come to this conclusion fully without having had the advantage of applying this concept as a manager, vice president, or owner of a company myself. There is no doubt that happy workers are productive workers, which are the foundation of a successful business, and I am certainly one who can advocate that fact."

Many people simply do not know what it means to live a Christian life. They live by a few memorized verses, sound-bites from favorite teachers, etc.; but they often cannot see the forest for the trees.Therefore, they live in a quasi-spiritual manner, constantly shifting from one dimension (carnal or spiritual) to the other. As a result, they don't ever truly experience the fullness of God's blessings.This book attempts to reveal the whole concept of the Kingdom of God so that every man and woman who wants to grow closer to God will know how, regardless of denomination or background. If it were a textbook, it would be entitled "Christianity 101".It is written by a man who, like so many men, grew up attending church but never seeing the words spoken on Sunday being lived in the lives of the people every day.One of the main questions that the book answers is this; "what does God want from us". It is a question that is very seldom asked, but should be the first on every Christian's list.If you are serious about Jesus Christ, then this book is of vital interest to you!

Penelope Carlevato is an author, speaker, and culinary expert noted for her expertise- and her expert-teas. Founder of Penelope's Tea Time, (www.PenelopesTeaTime.com) a blender and marketer of specialized teas; and co-hostess of the cable-TV program Cooking Up Wonders, Penelope has written a previous book on tea, The Perfect Cup, as well as many articles on the world's favorite table beverage.Born in England to a war bride, and reared in South Dakota, Penelope learned the arts of hospitality and the special role of teas and tea-time etiquette from her mum. She has expanded her proficiencies as an Ambassador of Tea- as a hostess of tea-time ministries, instructor of "The Art of the Afternoon Tea," and guide of an annual "Taste of Britain" tea tour.Penelope and her husband Norm live in Colorado, and are parents of three children and grandparents of nine future tea-lovers. Her background, and the universal fascination with the Titanic, "stirred" her interest to research the social ambiance and unique menus of Afternoon Teas and High Teas on the High Seas, 100 years ago. Tea on the Titanic is not just interesting history and surprising details about bygone times, but a collection of great recipes! www.TeaOnTheTitanic.com

Abigail McKenzie was a bright, popular high school student with great dreams for her future. One day, mental illness struck and those dreams came crashing down. Or did they? In this fascinating psychological novel, we learn about schizophrenia from the perspective of eighteen year old Abby. She unexpectedly finds herself afflicted with a condition that has severe social stigma and for which there is no cure. We accompany her as she gradually loses mental clarity and the ability to function in society; and we follow her on the journey as she attempts to return to a normal life. By a cruel twist of fate in Abby's family, she ends up living in a boarding home where she meets persons from all walks of life who, like her, struggle with mental illness. The home's administrator and a new social club for mentally ill people challenge Abigail to confront her schizophrenia. She must now decide whether to continue living an altered life, or attempt to reach past her condition to the life she had once dreamed about.

When Jenna Johnson met and married Tom, she had no idea what she was getting herself into. He was charming and handsome and seemed to be the perfect husband--until one night he became angry and hit her. It was the beginning of her silent agony. After being abused for months, Jenna left one night with only the clothes on her back, and walked into a homeless shelter, then later filed for divorce. It wasn't something she wanted to do, but something she had to do before he killed her. Now broken hearted, Jenna gathers together the pieces of her shattered life to move forward. After earning a degree in psychology from a local college, she worked as a social worker. But it wasn't enough. She needed something more fulfilling. And the horrid ordeal Tom put her through, gave her the determination and desire to reach out to other abused women. After acquiring a job as a case worker, Jenna works side by side with the local DA on many domestic violence cases, and has testified several times regarding a client. As a series of odd things happen to her, she wonders if a past client has a family member seeking to get revenge. Roger Hawthorn has been the DA for many years, and he hasn't lost a case thus far. After being at the firm only a few years, he quickly climbed his way to becoming the DA. He has the respect and reputation every fledgling attorney dreams of. But Roger has a few secrets of his own. Marge and Pete Goodman were married over fifty years, and made a good living operating a dairy farm. After Pete passed away, a secret was revealed in his will that shattered Marge's heart. And soon, she realizes Pete is not the man she thought he was, making her wonder if their marriage was a lie. Now devastated, she throws herself into baking pies and other sweets for the upcoming fall festival, using her baking skills as a way to deal with her silent agony. A temperamental man works at the agency with Jenna. He has a crush on her, and becomes angry when she forgets about a promised

"You have a very nice writing style and make it easy for your reader to identify with your words...You have a wonderful compilation and have crafted an excellent piece. Bravo!"-A literary review commentaryAlexander Pope, in his An Essay on Criticism, wrote of a mythical and sacred fountain in ancient Macedonia known as the Pierian Spring. All those who drank from the spring, it was told, were taught and endowed with great knowledge and inspiration. Comparing this to our life experiences, pleasant or not, can be as "teachers" as if we drank deeply as though from our own personal Pierian Spring. When we are put upon by good and badMay we embrace "whatever is" life bringsAnd learn from each though glad or sadCannot life be as a Pierian Spring?-From As a Pierian SpringAs I have written poems about past, present and future life experiences, I began to think about how we can or should view those events and what they ought to mean to us. I discovered poetry can also parallel the Pierian Spring experience, if permitted. So, as you read and consider some of the poems in this anthology, open your mind and think beyond the mere words, to a fuller meaning these symbols might convey. Sound words in poetry, well chosen and thoughtfully placed, serve as tips of truth.Words are pointers for our sensesFor things they representOf mysteries behind invisible fencesOurs to learn their full intent.-From Tips of Truth

In 1970, Women''s Liberation was sweeping the country. In the San FranciscoBay Area, some women''s "libbers" came together and formed theSan Francisco Women''s Centers to help nurture newly emerging organizingefforts fighting for women''s rights. Ten years later, it was a groupwith an annual budget in the low thousands of dollars that took the audaciousstep of buying a building in San Francisco''s Mission District. Thisbook tells the story of how they got to that point and the first twenty yearsof developing it into the home that it is today for countless women andtheir organizing efforts on behalf of girls and women.Author SUSHAWN ROBB went to scores of events and meetings at the Women''s Building in the 1980''s and served on the Board of Directors from 1994-2000. This book is based on research of the Women''s Building archives housed at the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual and Transgendered Historical Society.Playwright MERCILEE M. JENKINS, Professor of Communication at S.F. State University, worked with students and other volunteers to collectoral histories from founders. These stories inspired the play She RisesLike a Building to the Sky, produced as part of the Building''s 25th anniversary celebrations.Mothering the MoveMent by Sushawn RobbIncluding the playShe Rises Like a Building to the Sky by Mercilee M. Jenkins

Parents, teachers, and administrators are still asking the question that a young mother asked me over 20 years ago. "I have to go back to work," she said as she interviewed me over the telephone, "...and I don''t even know what questions I should be asking you!" That young mother broke down in tears as the full importance of her responsibility hit home. For those of us in the field, the impact may not be as personal, but the responsibility is every bit as great. Stepping in Wet Cement is a guidebook. It tells parents and practitioners what is important for young children, why those things are important, and what parents can do at home to maximize their child''s learning potential.

This book can help you find ways to fight stress, depression, anxiety, pain and loneliness, as well as improve your self esteem, acting, math, art, and science. It covers many things you can do to help you to be happy, such as how to listen to your mind and body, gaining respect, and ways to keep your spirits high. Also it helps you find more ways to be happy by looking into the future, discussing space travel and many other things. I spent one year writing this book and I know there is a lot of information in it that can be of help to you. Once you start reading it, you'll hate to put it down. Go to Jacksonmath.com to learn more about other ventures Joe Jackson has that you might be interested in such as math, singing Elvis Songs, and 1000's of cartoon character that can be used in many ways, as well as his autobiography "Texas Farm Boy" on Amazon.com and Red Lead Press.

Dream''s on a Dream is a delightful and gentle reminder of all the things we want to do with room for Drawing picture''s, and a small story is in there to, with lot''s of room to color and Doodle you will see its fun fun fun to Doodle you will see.

The year is 1918, during the final chaotic months of World War One where three pilots must each confront their personal demons in the skies over France and Belgium. Nathan Fleming, fleeing from Chicago's slaughterhouses, is a volunteer officer in the Royal Flying Corps, struggling to overcome his working-class origins. His newfound friend, Billy Teal, is a wealthy Southerner and gifted pilot who cleverly conceals his insanity and murderous intent. Across the lines, they face Leutnant Stefan Dietzel, a disillusioned ace of the Imperial German Air Service, separated from his dying wife and tasked with molding a forgotten group of young pilots. The three fight to survive in the high arena-where the average lifespan is three weeks-and on the ground, where they touch the lives of those whose paths they cross: Rawlings, the alcoholic commanding officer living with daily fear. Blake, the meddling sergeant who sees everything. Caroline Stanhope, an upper-class young woman shattered by the war who falls in love with Fleming. And Rudi Reiter, a renegade German pilot and Dietzel's closest friend. Madness, compassion, and fate collide with tragic consequences on the war's final day, creating a legacy of guilt and redemption that must be reconciled 20 years later. Meticulous researched and historically accurate, A Season for Ravens is a fast-paced novel recounting the first aerial war-where sudden death is deemed an acceptable gamble.

The present is happy. The past is angry. Put them together and the future is jeopardized. Nycole Spencer secretly still craves to know the missing pieces of her childhood. The dysfunction in her childhood has followed her into her adult years and she needs answers. Just as things are looking positive in her life she starts to think that the past should probably not weave its' way into her present or future anymore. Just as she accepts the fact that she's ready to bury her checkered past, she grows restless. Unfortunately, the things she wants to leave behind, keeps invading her thoughts and dreams. Her circle of family and friends are solid, but outside forces and people are trying to penetrate and puncture her protective bubble. The last thing Nycole had wanted to encounter was any type of drama. She had already went through a whirlwind of life's lessons and emotional turmoil the previous years. Who would have predicted what could have happened in Nycole's life? She managed to get rid of an abusive ex who tried his hardest to get her back. Not to mention, surviving a kidnapping plot that could have killed her. Plus she got Mr. Right, Blake Ellis to stay by her side in the midst of all the craziness. Her mental state had been a roller coaster ride to say the least. Nycole tries to stay grounded with the advice of her grandmother and closest friend. Still, she has some things to work out but this time, she won't stand to allow her past demons to masquerade in her life or those she loves. cswadlington.com

My book, about the one and only Johnny Maestro, celebrates his life, where he grew up, how he rose from the streets of the lower east side of New York City to become a legend & role model for new entertainers coming up in today's world. My book also pays respect to The Crests, The Del Satins and The Brooklyn Bridge; three fantastic singing groups who individually sang with Johnny while maintaining a sincere on-going friendship as well. I know my book will be welcome in your home, on your bookshelf, and in your heart. I hope it gives you as much joy to read it as it gave me to write it. It was an honor to do so.Truly a labor of love.

Do Bailouts really anger Americans?Many Americans today are frustrated with "bailouts." The term "bailouts" is a common term used to describe financial assistance given to private businesses from the government. The term "bailout" is a relatively new term, but is it a new idea? Are "bailouts" new? What other type of bailouts exist? Do all bailouts anger Americans? Do Americans expect some bailouts? Parent Bailout is a book that not only discusses the history of "bailouts" in America, but it examines the bailout system that is crippling our American school system. If you want to know why some bailouts are not effective, then this is the book for you. If you want to know the bailout that is really crippling America, then this is the start of a discussion you will not stop talking about.

The Tenacity of Hope is a memoir that tells the story of how a mother and daughter were let down by the Haitian justice system when they needed it the most. It's about poverty and violence, rape and childhood abuse, disappointment and desperation. Most of all, it's about hope.The story follows my mother, Marie-Micheline Dantica, through being abandoned as a baby, becoming pregnant as a teenager, having the father of her baby turn his back on her, and being mercilessly abused by the man she subsequently married a man who went on to sexually abuse me from the time I was just six years old.This sad but all-too-common story has a hopeful ending; however, as it tells of how I galvanized my victimization into the strength I needed to start the only international non-profit organization that is focused on providing battered women and children in Haiti with shelter and protection.50% of the proceeds of the book sales will be donated to Haiti projects for battered women and children

Narrated by the father of a victim of the AIDS epidemic, this true story of his son's life and death explores two themes: one, the mystery of God's providence that permitted a young Christian to yield to the pervasive power of his sexual preference, despite his walking in the Christian Faith throughout his early years; and, two, a profile of the turmoil, agony and poignant response of his parents, who in the face of this fact, never abandoned their son and continued to love him unconditionally.

EACH NEW DAY IS A GIFTLOOK UP AND SEE THE MANY BLESSINGSA heartbeat of love throbs within these poems.l I read them and rode on the wings of solitude to the gateway of compassion and the challenge of service.-Carole Harris BartonAuthor, When God Gets Physical and Rainbows in Coal CountrySandy's words are a powerful reflection of the challenges and pains that we all experience, but sometimes do not know how to express. She captures the essence of the human emotion in her carefully scripted words that are riddled with powerful feelings from the heart. Her words will be an inspiration to anyhone that reads them.-Alton JamisonProfessional Speaker & AuthorThis collection of poems serves as inspiration and encouragement as well as a source of comfort and calm. Every page is a blessing whether read in a quiet moment of meditation or offered at a special event as a devotional. Sandy's strength, peace and love of Christian fellowship are beautifully conveyed. Her heartfelt poems are a moving and timeless gift that connects generations with the love of verse and rhyme. I am honored to have Look Up and See as a distinctive addition to my personal library.-Connie KnowlesChristian Women's Event Speaker & Proprietor of Amber House Victorian TeaSandra Nesselrode has a delightful way of looking at life. Her impressive book of poems will take you on a journey of love, forgiveness and compassion. She combines sorrow and personal life experiences to plant seeds of hope for every person who reads this book. She is also the author of "Princess Kelsie and Her Special Gifts." Sandra lives in Fredericksburg, Virginia with her husband.

Rowena Schumann, following the unexpected death of her husband Albert Schumann, takes over the family company and weaves her spell of deception and control of her grown children who work for her. Rowena is greedy, and profit is all important at the Schumann Company. She is cruel and extremely hard on her employees, and no one, it seems, trusts or likes Rowena. A series of unforeseen events within the family leads to tragedy and heartbreak as Rowena ruthlessly continues her web of control and manipulation. Mysterious events take place. Someone from afar is watching Rowena's daughter Alicia. Rowena's health begins to fail with unforeseen consequence. The family is forced to accept a bitter needless tragedy, but the Schumann family is a resilient lot. Surprises, forgiveness and love emerge as the family struggles to find happiness and move on.

Miracle Angel StoriesCome into a variety of Angel stories where miracles happen to everyday people. To save people from harm and show us all that we are not alone. To take us into new heights of Angel bliss. Where everyday miracles are a hard thing to ever miss.

Ten Years of SilenceYoaat Balam''s time has come. It''s his turn to step into the role of Ahaw, Lord of his city-state of Siyah Chan, a role he has been training for all his life. He must now put aside his work on star charts and inscriptions to lead his city and provide for its welfare. Yet his name was never recorded for posterity in the inscriptions of any ancient Maya city. Mayan scholars call it the "Cinter-regnum"-a ten-year period with very few inscriptions of dated events after the death of the aged Lord Itzamna Balam in 742 AD, and there is no mention of a new lord. What happened during Yoaat''s reign? Assisted by his mother, the great and holy Na K''abal Xook, his three older sisters, and his two half-brothers, Yoaat struggles to organize his people to face a series of elemental challenges: flood and drought, hunger and sickness. Then news from the north brings new threats as their allied city Waká is overtaken, and Yoaat sends his half-brother Yaxuun with warriors to the aid of endangered northern towns that are under Siyah Chan''s protection. At home Yoaat institutes new rituals to appease the gods and comfort the people. Through it all an insidious treachery looms, bringing a horrific event that can never be told, lest Siyah Chan go down in infamy.

My person experience what I went through after being diagnosed with kidney failure, and having undergone a kidney transplant.Because of my kidney transplant which has lasted over 20 years, I have been able to work as a teacher, sing in my church choir, travel, shop, swim, and see our children graduate from college, and see both our children grow up. I AM TRULY BLESSED! I got the gift of life from a 24 year old man who was killed in a motorcycle accident from Las Vegas, and I never take a day for granted anymore!