Some Shit I Would Never Say Aloud

Possible Trigger Warning This body of work was a side project that started as I attempted to finish another book. The idea came to me as I spoke to myself one night as I often do. I didn't want the thought to be a passing one, so I grabbed my pen and notebook. I had an internal conflict regarding the title. I changed it twice but decided to go with my first thought. Some of these things I have said aloud but not said loud enough or with conviction. Some things I have only said to me. Now that I read them back to myself I feel a wave of different emotions running through my veins. Some of these things I have not thought about in years some even more than 30-40 years. Some things I never noticed or realized until recent years. I often say that some things happen for a reason though we may never know the reason. I paused during the writing of this book to take a long look at myself in the mirror as well as to say that I am sorry aloud. I thought of the people that may or may not have been involved. I stopped to wonder why it even happened and if that was something that had to happen in order for me to be in this place. NIMA