kill with trust

Relationships are those that give you peace in life, but in my life, instead of peace, I have found hatred in him, and I cannot remove him from myself even by saying this, because his creation has also been done by my own hands, and We make the house with our own hands, how can we break the structure of the last one, and you all know that those relations in which I consider my own, are home for me, and if even a small piece of them is out of that house If it happens, maybe my soul will also go away from me.