Bøker av Christian Pan

Anne, the bisexual librarian from ON FREEDOM and BI-CURIOUS, returns in her own erotic novelette. In STRANGERS WHEN WE MEET, we learn a bit more about her life and relationships before meeting Christian, as well as see her with her partner at the beginning of their relationship. THE MINOTAUR - After her divorce and before meeting Christian, Anne explored her sexuality with both men and women in a number of brief. Here, she recounts her experience with the mysterious Jean-Paul. SHHH - Leigh just wants to go out and enjoy some "adult-time" with her old friend Christian and his new partner, Anne. After an evening out in Greenwich Village, it is only after the three return home that a few of Anne´s fantasies become real. Cover photograph by Justin Farmerwww.mangestudios.com www.christianpanerotica.com

Set in the East Village of downtown New York City in 1991, UNKNOWN PLEASURES is a collection of erotic episodes linked by place as well as featuring an ensemble of punks, artists, students, and lovers all seeking connection within the lonely city. The three stories in this collection can be read individually or together, each one depicting various forms of desperate desire between men and women. UNKNOWN PLEASURES also include explorations into mature themes such as drug addiction, alcoholism, sex work, depression, and more. Stories included in this collection: ILLUSIONWE´RE NOT HAVING FUN, WE´RE SCREAMING IN PAINWEIRD EDEN Cover photograph by Simone de Boudoir.www.simonedeboudoir.com

Justin has never met anyone like his girlfriend Shannon before. She is introducing him to so many new experiences, significantly spicing up their sex life: from talking dirty and doing some role-playing, to having sex in all sorts of places outside of the bedroom. Sometimes, Justin wonders if he can even keep up with her. But eventually, both Justin and Shannon feel like they´re running out of new ideas. What used to feel hot and heavy now feels routine, too choreographed. How can they rediscover that spontaneity? Then, Shannon suggests that they meet up with a couple of their friends, the polyamorous bisexual couple Anne and Christian. What would happen if the four of them could play together? The possibilities are endless, and might just be the thing to give them some fresh ideas and hotter experiences. Justin accepts, and feels both nervous and excited. He´s never been with another man, but thinks Christian is pretty hot. Justin knows he's not gay, but he also doesn't think that he's straight, either. All he knows is that he is....BI-CURIOUS. Continuing with the characters first introduced in his earlier novella ON FREEDOM, Christian Pan´s latest book BI-CURIOUS explicitly describes what some consenting adults are doing in New York City (and elsewhere) right now. BI-CURIOUS contains depictions of fictional characters having a variety of same-sex and opposite-sex encounters, as well as group-play, some kink, some role-play, and talking dirty. This book is intended for mature readers over the age of 18. Cover photograph by Anita Acman

Is the erotic life a journey, or an adventure? Christian Pan´s EAGLE EYE introduced readers to Ivy: the New Jersey MILF in the middle of personal and sexual transformation after a lifeless marriage and a oh-too-routine life. Unwilling to compromise or hold back any longer, Ivy had begun prioritizing the fulfilment of her own needs and desires--with men, women, sometimes both, sometimes all at the same time. But in THE ISLAND, Ivy embarks on a different kind of adventure--one containing mystery and intrigue ever since she meets the mysterious Randall. After a sudden shipwreck at sea, Ivy finds herself on a mysterious island, where the lines between memory, sexual fantasy, and reality seem to ebb and flow like the tide along the shore. As Ivy travels deeper into the jungle, she will encounter people from her past, real or imagined. What is this strange island? And will she ever find her way back to safety? THE ISLAND is the latest erotic novelette by Christian Pan, and is part of the Sexy Shipwreck Tales series. This book contains explicit depictions of sex between consenting adults, and is intended for adult readers.

Artistic Director Donatella Perrault runs her Las Vegas ballet company with an iron fist. Some say the way she treats her dancers is unnecessarily cruel, even sadistic. Does she get off punishing others?Few know about Donatella´s past, but who really knows about her present? Who knows her personal life, the one she keeps private and separate from the world of classical dance? What are the questions that keep her up at night? Where can Donatella go to safely explore these desires?In the desert, from the glitz and glamor of the Strip, there is a place where she and others like her can truly be vulnerable. There, with the help of Athena, Donatella will discover parts of herself that she never knew existed, and find new levels of pleasure and fulfillment. This place is....THE EDGE OF PARADISE.NOTE: This is a work of erotic fiction. THE EDGE OF PARADISE includes depictions of kinky same-sex play between consenting adults, as well as themes of recovery from addiction. It is intended to be read by adults 18 or older.

Katarina is trying to get her life together. Between working as a nurse and having complicated feelings about her soon-to-be-ex-husband, it´s kicking up a lot of stress in her life. And when that happens, she needs to go to more meetings, and take care of her sobriety.But then she meets Grete at one of her regular AA meetings, and Katarina quickly finds herself distracted and infatuated with her. She knows she needs to stay away from this newcomer, who is "just coming back" to meetings and trying to tackle her alcoholism. Will Katarina go back to old behavior, or can she "do the next right thing" and just be Grete´s friend?Set during the two weeks leading to the summer solstice in the Swedish capital, STOCKHOLM SYNDROME is an erotic novel exploring not only bisexuality, but also the relationship between sex and addiction, intimacy, spirituality, and more. NOTE: This is a work of erotic fiction. Readers should be aware that STOCKHOLM SYNDROME includes numerous depictions of sex (bisexual, homosexual, heterosexual), group play, some role-play and light kink; as well as discussions about recovery from addiction, divorce, and more.

FAR FROM OLYMPUS In his latest book, writer Christian Pan departs from the contemporary realistic settings of his earlier books, and enters into a world inspired by Greek myth. Intense, mysterious, and sensual, FAR FROM OLYMPUS explores the complicated and intimate interactions between human beings, but also between men and women with centaurs, sirens, and satyrs. Each chapter in this volume--"The Clags", "The Drowned Kingdom", and "Goat Rave"--may be read as stand alone story, but together they build a larger mosaic investigating the nature of power, sex, control, and freedom. While some of these characters are part-animal, FAR FROM OLYMPUS underscores how human beings are often the most savage. NOTE: while this book is entirely a work of fiction, some of its scenes may be uncomfortable for some readers.

Raw. Sensual. Explicit. CITY OF DESIRE is a collection of five original erotic stories by Christian Pan mixing memory with desire, longing with lust.EVERYTHING I REMEMBER IS GONEWhen a middle-aged woman meets a younger man at the hotel bar, she discovers that she requires some deception to truly get off.THE LONELY CITYA bisexual woman is tired of the phoniness of dating apps, and decides to try something different on her latest date with a woman. REDA college professor´s confession about his sexual relationship with a student blurs the line between desire and obsession.EDDIE HANDA young bisexual man talks about his early days as a hustler.DOROTHYTwo college kids meet by chance, and share an adventure that will change their lives forever.

Anne, Christian, and Alex have a number of things in common. They all live in New York City, are in their forties, and each is happily divorced. All three of them are also openly bisexual. In these four interrelated stories, join three queer people in both their eroticism and their private conversations as they enjoy ethical non-monogamy in a post-pandemic city. ON FREEDOM not only depicts their arousal and sensual pleasure, but also their fantasies and a number of their fears. In addition to sharing polyamorous affection with their bodies, these characters also share coming out stories, crushes on both of the Gyllenhaals, early childhood trauma, and even a couple of restaurant reviews. Oh, and of course their shared love for the essays and poetry of Maggie Nelson. In his book, Christian Pan describes erotic episodes of same-sex, opposite-sex, group-play, and a little kink with intelligence, affection, and realism. But more than simply stimulating the reader´s erotic imagination, ON FREEDOM articulates a more accurate representation of bisexual-identifying men and women in America today. ON FREEDOM contains the following stories: The Maggie Nelson Book ClubOn FreedomThe Art of CrueltyCrazy Little ThingCover photograph by Anita Acman

FINALIST - 2022 Golden Pigtails Smut Award for Dark/Taboo Erotic Novel of the Year A remote college campus infamous for its wild approach to education. A place of artistic, social, and sexual extremes. This is what it is like to be AT THE END OF THE WORLD - Christian Pan´s latest collection of interconnected stories pushing the boundaries of the erotic imagination.Located in southern Vermont where the four winds meet, this small campus often does feel like it´s AT THE END OF THE WORLD, cut off from convention and from ordinary means of being. Set during one unforgettable night at various locations on (and off) campus, these erotic stories explore how close one can get to the edge-before it´s too late.DRESS TO GET LAIDUnderwhelmed by one party on-campus, three students decide to make one of their own.EVERYTHING IS A DRAWINGOn the other side of campus, these two are making art. first.JUST FOR YOUIn the costume shop, a fantasy comes to life in honor of their friend´s birthday.WHITEA stranger wanders onto campus after his car breaks down, only to discover that his alma mater is just as outrageous as he remembered it.THE SURPRISEEven after traveling to Connecticut, this couple cannot outrun their own lust and habits of self-destruction.

An elementary school teacher based in New Jersey, Ivy loves her children, but her sex life has been feeling pretty stale and empty lately. Over the course of a year during the covid-19 pandemic, she will fantasize, experiment, and ultimately transform her life: going from restless suburban housewife to a fully-expressed, sexually adventurous woman.YOU TELL MEWhile visiting an old friend in Paris during her spring break from work, Ivy experiences more than a few surprise encounters.EAGLE EYEWhether at work, at home, or driving in her car, fantasies of being with other men keep distracting Ivy-until she decides to do something about it.IVY LEAGUEIt's "shot girl summer", and Ivy is boosted, horny, and eager to attend a party in Princeton that her friends promise her will be wild.PRANAA hot yoga session with her friend Willow turns into something much hotter. *** *** Christian Pan is a bisexual writer and activist based in New York City. He has written over 80 stories since 2021, which have been published in English, French, and Spanish. His previous books are CITY OF DESIRE and AT THE END OF THE WORLD. For more information, please go to https: //linktr.ee/christianpan