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What if you're lost, but being found just makes you feel lost again?Rina Brown is a young professional with a hidden talent for music who's in love with her successful fiancé, Troy Ash. But when she reveals that she wants to eventually have children, despite having promised him she wouldn't, he dumps her.Losing Troy causes Rina to lose everything else-their home, her friends, the winter cabin in the mountains-plunging Rina into despair.Combined with the recent death of the mother who never really loved her and bitterness toward the father who abandoned her as a child, Rina makes her way to the winter cabin she once shared with Troy, determined to end her life by freezing to death outside on a snowy night.Yet bears awakening from hibernation chase Rina into the lonely cabin, where she discovers music CDs and equipment that enable Rina to upload her songs of heartbreak, eventually creating an Internet sensation.But when Rina's past won't leave her alone, Rina finds herself spiraling once again into despair.Will Rina be able to grasp onto those reaching out to her from her past? Can she find the lifeline she needs in an ancient Jewish book said to be the key to unlocking a secret chamber in Heaven? Or will she finally lose herself forever to her own despair and self-destruction?