Dagbøker og memoarer

A sequel to the author's autobiographical trilogy--Shush! Growing up Jewish under Stalin, In the Jaws of the Crocodile, and Farewell, Mama Odessa--this book is part memoir and part cultural study about the challenges of immigration and American accculturation. With self-deprecating humor, the author, a former Soviet satirist who was punished for trespassing the boundaries of public criticism, recollects his growing pains as he overcame his indoctrinated upbringing in a totalitarian society to embrace America's defining values.

Ex-council house kids Jane and Rob have a dream. They yearn to own a holiday home in France, and after years of hard work, study and determination, they finally make it happen. A computer search led to the discovery and purchase of a mountain property in the Alpes de Haute Provence.Follow Jane, Rob and Max the fox terrier on their journey through a mosaic of early memories, anecdotes, observations and funny stories, bringing them to life as she introduces residents and neighbours. Jane skillfully peppers her tale with facts and vivid descriptions of the area, making you want to pack and see it for yourselves.

I am a heroin addict and I will do anything - and I mean absolutely anything and any crime - to get my next fix. Nothing else matters to me at this point. I would rather die than be dope sick in jail again. Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me and why I don't care about myself, but that thought never lasts long. I am a junkie - a street junkie and I would rather risk my life and put myself in extreme danger than stop using heroin.

From Fairfield to Fort Worth is the gripping autobiography of a God-fearing, Christian woman revealing secrets about her past that are often quite unbelievable. The numerous challenges she encountered took her to some dark places. Pictured here with her son Sultan, who encouraged her to put her story in print, Dr. Harris is convinced that hers is a story that needs to be told. How could anyone experience such disorder and live to tell about it? Only she and God know. Because the bondage of entrapment felt deadly, she needed help. The Word of God tells believers there will be trials and tribulations in life, still, she felt that hers were never-ending. She knew of others who had similar experiences, and recognized they too needed help. So after many years of toiling with letting go and letting God, she put her pen to paper. In this book, she opens up and talks about her self-induced state of low self-esteem. She shares how her life was drastically changed, but only through the help of God, her Creator and Savior. This book is written to show others how to let go of the hurts of the past and live a life in freedom. She takes pride in telling young women that when they are faced with what seem like locked doors, keep kicking until the doors open. When life gives you lemons, add a little sugar and water to make lemonade. She tells the reader that God's Word has all the answers to overcome the emotional, physical, and mental issues of life. Dr. Harris desires all to walk in wholeness just as she now does.

Forty mentally ill people. One decrepit building. A heartbroken new employee. What could go wrong? Journey into the depths of a laugh out loud, heart wrenching, ecstatic mess. Written in a light hearted, feel good tone, you will find yourself pulled into a strange world few people ever experience. Discover along with the author how to accept and learn from people who live on the fringe of society, whether they sweep holes through the floor or take instruction from the man living in their mouth. A book for anyone who is human.

This book is based on fact. While serving in Western Germany during the Cold War this soldier had gotten into some trouble for a couple of very minor offenses which were in reality everyday occurrences in Europe at the time. The young soldier was forced to work for Military Intelligence. They were officially in charge, but the soldier was really working with the Military Police not with Military Intelligence. So don't expect the same old boring story that most Military Intelligence books have to offer. This is anything but that! The soldier in question was introduced into a world of sex, drugs, and police work that dealt with gun-running, drug smuggling, and Neo-Nazi militant organizations. Not only was spying on fellow Americans a part of the job, but also German counterparts as well.

Junior a Music Enthusiast struggles to make a living with music. In order to change the world he must first change himself. Overcoming insurmountable odds to start his music label was never going to be easy. But giving up was never an option. To End All Evil. Enjoy Respoinsibly.

"Frontier raised, self taught lawyer and accountant, James A. Drain Sr. was held in confidence by every president from Teddy to Franklin Roosevelt. He does not leap from the pages of history, but seldom will you find a man of any era who could say more often, "I was there." He brought the model of present day National Guard with him from Washington State to the rest of the nation in 1903, paving the way for American success in World War One.Losing his right hand in a hunting accident did not sate his love of hunting and arms, nor his love of country. He led the Gold Medal shooting team in the London Olympics in 1908. He rescued a struggling magazine and gave it to the National Rifle Association in 1916 while helping to grow that organization to national recognition.He was the only person to serve in Europe during the Great War with a significant handicap. His forethought and knowledge of weaponry earned him a front row seat. As adjutant to Pershing, he toured the front and was a member of the Anglo-American Tank Commission, working closely with Stern, Churchill, Bliss and others.He was one of the founders of the American Legion. In 1925, he became the National Commander and was the first to invite a sitting President to speak. He helped found the Childrens' Welfare Department with a $5 million dollar trust, reversing a decline in membership that has never returned.His entire life was devoted to public service, for which he never really profited. Read about one of the descendants of William Whitely, the man who died killing Chief Tecumseh during the War of 1812. This recently discovered book covers James A. Drain, Sr.'s life until 1929. Extensively annotated, Jim walks you through one of the most exciting eras in American history."

"Da capo a piedi" é la prima esperienza letteraria di Debora Gatelli e rappresenta un breve ma intenso viaggio attraverso la sua personalitá e i suoi pensieri. Dal testo traspare una certa propensione alle atmosfee dense di introspezione dove aleggia sovente una velata malinconia, alternata peró a momenti di ispirazione umoristica. Il piacere di scrivere domina comunque in ogni singola pagina, sfociando in una continua riflessione interiore dove Debora Gatelli non é disposta a fare sconti a nessuno, soprattutto a se stessa.

Embark on a half-century odyssey alongside the author as he takes you on a deeply personal adventure through a tumultuous existence consumed by addiction to drugs and alcohol. From the vibrant streets of New Orleans to the bustling cities of Chicago and Green Bay, and the tranquil locales of Sheboygan and St. Paul, the author's relentless pursuit of substance abuse knew no bounds. However, after countless struggles, a glimmer of hope emerged-the transformative power of love. And where did he discover it? In an unexpected place: Warsaw, Poland. ALLOVIT - A Story of Love is an extraordinary tale of love and redemption, intricately woven through the author's tumultuous journey. This captivating narrative unfolds through three distinct mediums: a gripping prose, a compelling screenplay, and an immersive stage play. Hold on tight! This rollercoaster ride is one for the books. Passionate encounters, mind-altering substances, peculiar individuals in unfamiliar settings engaging in eccentric behaviours-his life seemed devoid of hope, an unstoppable descent. Yet, within this chaos, he stumbled upon a realm of boundless love, unconditional acceptance, and serenity that surpassed his wildest dreams.

一个癌症末期作者，用笔写下他的心灵世界。第一部 与癌共舞走出心中的坟墓人生末尾的"三月狂"一个生日， 两个五年我的"提前量"与最后"六件事"我在美国"洋上访"躺在手术台上过春节我的帮助从何而来不要问上帝"为什么？"活着的依靠惟独你超过一切美国法院的"癌道主义"卖墓地期待似乎要死，却是活着的-- 写于与癌共舞十二周年纪念日第二部 爱的回响优妮斯的日记新年第一天的访客生死候诊室我的美国癌症主治医生两个女孩--智慧的开端一次短暂的相聚第三部 儿女情长参加女儿的毕业典礼有感女儿的婚礼（一）女儿的婚礼（二）女儿的婚礼（三）儿子路加的成长父亲节随笔儿子马可的独特旅程儿子马可的医学梦儿子马可的美国医学院毕业典礼 （一）儿子马可的美国医学院毕业典礼 （二）第四部 杂谈随笔 从买旧车谈起 (一)从买旧车谈起 (二)鱼池里的故事病中养鸡话说残疾人在癌症与地震之间今天我投票了加州的母鸡病中札记--加州中期选举请投女演员丁洋一票漫谈美国加州六月初选春游圣地亚哥--西班牙艺术中心春游圣地亚哥--海军码头波兰总理在伦敦"洋插队"一个宁静的加州小村钓鱼记第五部 为神歌唱我要作一朵野黄花今天我在哭泣窗外

Frequently, the mother-daughter relationship is tricky; you either have the closest link or a tumultuous one. My relationship with my mother was a combination of both. Years passed before we were ultimately on the same page, but the outcomes were so unexpected and inexplicable. My mother was the source of my most important life lessons. I witnessed her at the pinnacle of her existence, and while she endured hardships and tribulations, I went through the same experiences. We grew close during a moment in my life when I needed her the most, and over time she became my inspiration and driving force. But all good things must come to an end, and as we reached the conclusion of our voyage together, I was able to see and learn more from my mother. As she faded from my life, I also gained insight from her passing, and I wouldn't give a second of her presence for anything. She was a priceless gift that God gave to me until he required her return.

What would you do if your life is turned upside down by a hateful group of people bent on destroying your God-given freedoms? One day you're riding your horse, Lucero, in Pinar del Rio, Cuba, and the next, you are on a plane bound for a foreign land.The Parker Pen Incident is the story of Lomberto, whose parents made a Sophie's choice decision when he was fourteen years old. They sent him and two siblings alone to The United States, as part of Operation Pedro Pan, under the supervision of the Catholic Church in 1962.Lomberto's emotional journey takes him on a whirlwind of incomprehensible changes in a strange place. Yet, he grows up fast and is a father figure to Ernie, his younger sibling.In time, he accepts he won't return to his Cubita bella - his beautiful Cuba. What he doesn't know yet is the caliber of man he is growing up to be and how America becomes home.

Cathy Murray, author of "Cabbage and Semolina", has been interested in Family History for over twenty years.Her research into her own and her husband's WW1 Family History tells of bravery, sadness and some insoluble mysteries.She's written this short book to commemorate the lives of those ancestors who served on the Western Front and those who remained on the Home Front.

This African-Native American woman, born in the deep South during the Depression era, chronicles her courageous journey into the 21st Century. This is her story of persistence and triumph, of loss and struggle, of love and transcendence. It will heal, inspire, encourage and touch deep places in your heart.

When you are at the end of your rope, the only thing left to do is climb. The relationship between women and alcoholism is a complicated one that receives little attention. Women are now bypassing men when it comes to alcohol abuse. But the reality of addiction and recovery is often difficult for society and loved ones to understand and support. In Julie Lauren's emotional and inspirational memoir for women about addiction recovery, she details her early introduction to alcohol, her descent into alcoholism and health problems, and ultimately her drive to find healing from an alcoholic family history. Lauren offers encouragement for female addicts to walk a different path. Her memoir joins the canon of advocates helping others overcome alcoholism and take their life back. This true story of a woman's perseverance over addiction is a revealing yet hopeful glimpse into what it means to come to terms with guilt, judgment, and shame and finally end the secrecy. Do you feel you are alone in your difficulty handling alcohol? Are you pondering quitting drinking and wonder what your future will be? Are you are new to recovery and confused about which path to choose? Do you want to put the past behind you by releasing negative emotions? Julie's memoir may help you. .

"The girl who was born with a diamond in her eyes" is one of those stories that can only happen in our Latin American countries. It tells the story of an extraordinary girl amid a hostile society and how, through her excellent attitude is overcoming the obstacles that come her way, no matter how difficult they may seem. Through this book, the reader can delve a little into the popular culture of that real Mexico, which is magical and surprising, and of which very little is shared. Based on a true story, which continues to be written every day, where the blows of life cannot destroy a person who fights with the fire of the enthusiastic spirit.

Young people today, especially young women, face some of the same challenges I did over the past 40 years coming up through the ranks in the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), in top leadership roles in the United Nations, and in starting my own business. Much has changed of course, but not nearly enough! My hope in sharing the challenges I faced personally and professionally in journeying through foreign landscapes in over 100 countries, battling pandemics and politics, witnessing tragedies and triumphs, fighting for science and truth, and facing my own personal struggles and professional setbacks...is that the essence of my truths and how I bounced back might help others. My strong advice is to never ever give up!

In telling the story of his own accidental "coming of age," English professor Bradley Butterfield tells the stories of a whole cast of lovable, if fallible, characters from his childhood and of the Denver he grew up in from the dawn of disco to the Reagan era. IDIOT BOYS is a relentlessly funny, heartbreakingly sad, and ultimately philosophical look at the particular idiocy of boys and the universal stupidity of man. Each chapter, or "Exhibit," represents a rough archetype of idiot boy behavior and a stage in young Butterfield's quixotic quest to figure himself out and become the hero of his own movie. Butterfield's narration meanders between every phase of his youth, from pre-school to his first semester in college, but there turns out to be a method in this seeming madness as it builds to a gut-wrenching climax involving repressed memories surrounding his mother's death and the inevitable dissolution of those childhood friendships he thought would last forever.

From German-occupied Poland to the sickle of communism, this memoir will take you deep inside hidden basements, along icy mountain passes, amidst false identities, harrowing near misses and, finally, to freedom. Join the author as he journeys from childhood to adulthood during one of the most horrific times in modern history.

In these quirky and richly told tales, Alexandra Teague brings readers along for the wild ride of her youth, traversing wide swaths of the American landscape in the company of a talking puppet, Victorian ghosts, and a family fueled by fantasy, dysfunction, and fierce love. Why did people who shunned the culture of consumerism and prided themselves on making everything from scratch take annual trips to Disney World, the mecca of mass-manufactured fun? Did her mother really have psychic abilities? Why did her sensitive youngest nephew speak in a voice that wasn't his own? How do family legacies of grief and dysfunction and creativity intersect? How can she escape her circumstances without replicating the escapist fantasies with which she was raised? Teague attempts to understand and contextualize her family in terms of trauma and mental health, but also with deep love and humor. Carefully attuned to the vagaries of geographical cultures, she weaves her family's history with explorations of pop culture and the specific cultures of the places she and her family pass through: a Texas city, an Arkansas Victorian tourist town, a Southwest ghost town, Central Florida, the Bay Area, Kansas City, and Moscow, Idaho--a college town in the Inland Northwest.a college town in the Inland Northwest. Spinning Tea Cups will appeal to readers interested in American cultural studies, those concerned with the ongoing crisis of mental illness in this country, and anyone seeking to explore the dangerous and recuperative powers of fantasy.

Melissa Voss's Memoirs as told to Debbie Malone

I am a Runner"You'll never be able to run again." From running half marathons to being the sickest person in the hospital, Maria Papalia-Meier fought the river of death, and won. Life changing moments, amputations, and negative thoughts refused to keep her down. With her rock-hard stubbornness, positive self-empowerment and persistence, she grabbed hope and unflinching faith to face the life handed to her. Her story offers an honest, tough-love approach to defeating pre-determined opinions, and self-imposed limitations. She refused to give up or give in. Maria Papalia-Meier is a runner. She has awoken stronger...better.This is her story.

For 50 years, I slogged through life, starved for some magic to rescue me. Nothing I did was ever enough. So, I grasped at anything that didn't reek of unworthy me. Then I named myself and unleashed magic. Welcome to my life, marriage, family, friendships, and creative work, as well as some stories about coming out-a life lived both in soft places and hard, ravaged, gritty neighborhoods of the soul. Join award-winning author, Bethany A. Beeler on her journey from pain to power, from fear to fearlessly voicing she is. Who we all are.Praise for Bethany's award-winning first memoir, How to Not Know You're TransAn awe-inspiring, well-researched and riveting précis of a life well-lived, that kept my interest throughout.Real and raw ... the grace of a life lived in truth instead of behind the veil of confusion.Beautiful and full of grace to herself and others. Her willingness to share her story is refreshing as it is revolutionary-a highly recommended read.

Join Marie on an intimate journey through the depths of a wife's heart in "In the Shadows of the Altar." This poignant memoir unveils the unspoken struggles and untold stories that lie behind closed doors. With bravery and vulnerability, Marie shares her experiences of walking alone in the shadow of her husband's profession as a pastor, navigating the silent abyss of loneliness, and embarking on a quest for self-worth. Through heartfelt reflections and a search for solace, this memoir offers a captivating glimpse into the transformative power of love's redemption. With each step towards a new horizon, Marie unravels the complexities of her own identity, paving the way for personal growth and a renewed sense of purpose. "In the Shadows of the Altar" is a mesmerizing tale of resilience and self-discovery. It is a story that resonates with anyone who has ever sought solace in the face of adversity. Prepare to be moved as you delve into the depths of the human spirit and emerge with a newfound appreciation for the power of reflection and personal redemption.

Arroyo Seco Press' new Blue Book chapbook series. No frills chapbooks of Poetry, Memoir, Fiction, and more. Kendall Johnson recently retired from his work in teaching, psychotherapy, and consulting on scene with emergency and disaster agencies, new paints and writes in Southern California. He is the author of Dear Vincent: An Artist and Psychologist Writes Back to Van Gogh; the nonfiction memoirs Chaos & Ash; and Black Box Poetics. His Fireflies Against Darkness, and More Fireflies, are published by Arroyo Seco Press, and he serves as contributing editor to the Journal of Radical Wonder.

Faith based self help book. Enlightenment on the outcomes and analyze future decision making. Motivation for individuals going through similar issues. Identifying accountability, identity and self worth.

Candid, heartfelt, true story. Adventures and inner journey, expectations and reality, travel and relationships, at the end of the day, it is all about love which changes everything and what we have to go through to feel it.A candid narrator tells about herself, a young woman who tries to find a way to be happy by unconditionally loving everyone in this world. She sets out for a journey with her mysterious partner and takes the reader all across Europe, India, Morocco, and the Canary Islands. Together they meditate, fast, experiment, and what not. Whereas, her inner growth and the anticipation of the New Age which would bring a beautiful transformation of the entire humanity are felt throughout. "Brilliant, personal, open-heartedly taled coming of age story about a young woman seeking for the true love, true self and the bright new age for humanity on this beautiful planet, in the backdrop of a natural and free world of hippies. Personally, I find this story emotionally and mentally stimulating, stirring up and bringing up things in me that are often hidden or harder to deal with. I found myself reading a chapter and taking longer breaks to digest and reflect on what just happened, both in a narrative of this book and within me. I really felt for the characters in the book, almost like being there, whatever they were going through. Being in love, falling out of love. Travelling through heavily guarded country borders without passports or loaded with recreational substances. Living in fairytale-like settings surrounded by mountains and valleys, in yurts all wrapped in the cosiness of wool and woodburning fire. Feeling on edge, dreamy, being transformed, threatened to lose, jealous, crazy, elevated, loved, cared for, abandoned. Committing to higher ideals and unconventional relationships yet finding oneself in an utter abyss of hatred, anger and jealousy. Seeking enlightenment, bliss and openheartedness, fasting for months, losing material attachments, realising human potential, expanding horizons of freedom, sheltering in hippy settlements on southern waterfronts and beaches, meeting people, letting go, bathing in the river Ganges, feeling its sacredness, being guided by the universe, connecting, learning about world religions and traditions of wisdom and practising them and letting them go and so much more. Meeting your shadow is a difficult thing. Dealing with ego and trauma from the past, being mirrored parts of yourself you don't want to see or don't want to accept is difficult too. And this has a big role in this story, with tremendous sincerity and detail described are the darkest and the lightest of feelings and thoughts. Probably this was one of the reasons I found this story so therapeutic and even healing. This book is also full packed of adventures, painting a vivid living picture of a new age travellers lifestyle: moving around with caravans and yurts, camping in beautiful nature all across Europe, living in alternative communities, attending arts and crafts festivals, being taken by the biggest religious festival in India, bathing with babas, living in caves on subtropical islands, soap bubbling in streets for a living, squatting in London etc. I couldn't recommend it more, it's a journey within and journey without, beautiful, meaningful and touching."Juozas

The author, who moved from America to Norway over thirty years ago, reminisces about her childhood and growing up in the charming village of Tarrytown, situated on the banks of the beautiful Hudson River in New York State.